Friday, September 21, 2012

Steve's reaction!

I guess I should let you guys in on what happened...

Next thing I know I am telling Steve I am pregnant. He doesn't really say anything but I can tell you... I could here him gritting his teeth from a few feet away! I knew he was mad, and he just asked a few questions. I was mad now, HOW DARE HE GET MAD? WHAT! I am the one that is pregnant... DID YOU FORGET THAT.
but...
what was really bothering me was the fact that everyone was disappointed in me. I was in college, I had two jobs... what would happen to me? NO ONE really believed that I could make it. Not one person really wanted to think that I could be any different? Hadn't I always been? I am the driven one. The child who doesn't give up but it felt like all in one day no one would ever believe that again. I know I stated over and over that I could make it, that I wouldn't quit school. That I wouldn't quit school or my jobs? I was upset... slipping even into depression.
Somehow as the next few days went by I found myself holding my belly... laughing and smiling at it and even talking to my little one. I was happy, truly happy. I was going to have a baby and that had to be the most amazing thing in the world. WHO CARED if no one believed in me. I DID!

Sorry so short, not a lot of time! UP NEXT:
Matt's parents... telling someone you don't really know that their son is going to have a baby...

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